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Friday, September 30, 2005

posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 8:09 AM

Thursday, September 29, 2005

It's a game to you
The torture that you dish
It's a trip for you
To treat the world like shit
Though you'd love me to
I will not play them back
Though you want me to
I will not stoop to that

And you kick at me
I guess you're having fun
When you pick at me
Like a child with a bug
You may tear my wings
But you'll never take my flight
Because it's still with me
You'll always lose this fight

So put your magnifying glass on me
I'll show you terror like you've never seen
Soon the sun's rays will ignite- my turn
You will be the only thing I'll burn

Then the world will know
The price you paid for this
And your scars will show
What it costs to be a bitch
Like a warning sign
To tell them keep away
From your hollow words
And the bitter games you play

So put your magnifying glass on me
I'll show you terror like you've never seen
Soon the sun's rays will ignite- my turn
You will be the only thing I'll burn

Bitch
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 10:52 PM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

I missed 3 classes today. Count em. Three. WOAH. I just can't stand school anymore. I would much rather work my two low-paying, yet fulfilling jobs than go another day to college. I hate it. I really do. There is not enough time to do everything, and school is the least important to me. Therefore, it suffers. I should take some time off.

Chloe keeps me up at night. It's like having a child. Except she's real furry and licks my face and tries to eat my shoes a lot. Everything is on her time. But I love her, and it makes being stuck all alone at my apartment not suck nearly as much. So yah. And my brand new, wonderful, fabulous, very much appreciated TV helps too. Thank you, Buttafairy.

I am getting sick. I can feel it. My throat is itchy. My joints are achey. I cry at everything (I cried watching Matilda...pathetic). I can feeeeeeel it.

So much to do. So little time (and money).

I just dropped a nice little chunk of change at the Pet Food Center. And I still have to get more puppy pads. House breaking is fun. Oh, and Nathan needs more Fabulous Fruit. Crap. Having three pets is insane. Outside stray cat Samuel Blacky eats the most. He's not even really mine. Psh. Eating me out of house and home.

I want to go buy a Halloween costume before I'm broke again. That way I may be broke, but at least I have something to look forward to.

BC is too expensive. I can't believe it. Oh well. Other things are more expensive.

I also need to go grocery shopping. Shnucks scares me real bad. But the guy at Arby's recognized me last night. This is a VERY BAD SIGN.

I am losing weight and feeling great. Things are starting to fit WAY better. Love it.

I'm out.
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 12:31 PM

Friday, September 23, 2005

I love Chloe!!! <--- my new puppy

Smile, because there's nothing else to do when the world is going under.
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 9:35 AM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Why would I want to take your place? Who would want to fill the position of "backstabbing bitch?" Anyone can do that. I've carved my own place out. One that you could never fill.

Basically, I'm happy. And people are jealous of others' happiness if they've managed to destroy their own. So they try to mess up any happiness that doesn't belong to them. I'm fed up with it. I'm not going to be left with a tangled mess of "not my faults." If anyone tries to take my happiness from me again, I swear to god there'll be hell to pay.
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 11:42 AM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

I forgot my flipping stuff for costume crafts. DAMNIT!
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 8:50 AM

Monday, September 12, 2005

got a Monroe piercing today... sort of out of boredom. also dyed my hair violet. whoops. I'll probably get fired. um... it all looks real cute like though.
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 9:44 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

when drunk dialing, one should always ensure that the party they have roused from slumber can actually get back to sleep.
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 8:01 AM

let's get drunk and chase our cares away.
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 3:39 AM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

I am drowning in a sea of me. Oh my.
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 9:13 PM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

I do not want to be at school today. Don't tell anyone.

I still have not received a single book from Amazon. While I appreciate this discounted way of purchasing, I am dismayed at the lack of schoolwork I am able to do.

WOAH.
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 8:40 AM

Thursday, September 01, 2005

"I can't remember all the times I've tried to tell myself to hold on to these moments as they pass"

I just read my old blogs... oh my gosh... I am so lucky to be where I am right now.

I am in looooooove. Sometimes you just have to let it out.
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 11:52 AM

I missed my first class this morning. What a great way to start out the semester, right? What I would really like to do is go home. Because my stomach hurts like a bitch. I just want to wail and moan in pain instead of going to class. Besides. I left my glasses at home. But I will stay here until 3... because it's the right thing to do. Even if my advanced composition class is directly one floor above me being bored to tears by the man that thinks the universe is ruled by the number 9. That's right.

I had a horrible dream last night that I killed my brother and hid the body and everyone was trying to get me to confess except one person. Woah. And I started to, but I woke up... that's probably good. Who knows what happens if you get the death penalty in a dream. I wonder if it's like falling in a dream... if you don't wake up before you hit the bottom, you really die. That would've sucked. Either way, I still would have missed my first class.

I promised I would be better at school this year... I really will try. It seems pointless though... I don't even have my books yet. If I'm lucky I'll get them by next Friday. WHAT-EH-VERRRRRRR.

I want a mango smoothie. Good thing I work at the mall tonight. Right?
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 9:37 AM