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Saturday, February 26, 2005

Things I did to occupy my mind:

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	mysterious
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	beautiful
Your smile is...	amazing
Your love is...	unique
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How to make a Jeni

Ingredients: 1 part anger 3 parts crazyiness 5 parts leadership

Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little lustfulness if desired!

posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 1:46 AM

I just freaked myself out
I just freaked myself out
I just freaked myself out
I just freaked myself out

Do NOT go back and look at all your old photos in the middle of the night if you are feeling uncertain about your life, lonely, or disappointed with where you are. It just makes you feel even more disconnected from who you were. It is a painful reminder of all the people that never call. It just makes you remember all the dreams you put on hold.

I do not want to be one of those people who live in high school memories. But I had such good friends. I have fabulous friends now. Don't get me wrong. I LOVE all these people I've met at USI and through the musical and all these other ways. But why can't there be enough room for everyone in one life? Why doesn't the phone still ring just when I need spiritual guidance and say "Cari Viehe"? Why is there an online silence when cassbass2003 signs on when she used to be my Cassie Lee Cecilia? Where did the Supremes go? And where is Cami's improv dance when I need to remember how beautiful life is. And where is Rachel, my other half in another body? How did we separate? I do not miss high school. I do not miss the theatre department. I do not miss the summer musicals. I miss the deep connection with these people. I miss knowing that what I say in confidence will be respected enough not to be repeated. I miss knowing that no matter what, there will be forgiveness and hugs in the end. I miss the feeling that being different is what made people stand up for me, not against me. I miss having a passion and being pushed by those around me to pursue it. I miss belonging, not just existing.

I want a remote control for my life... and every now and then, I'd like to push rewind, live in those moments when I knew who I was, and then fast forward back to now. Even if the now I'm in is confusing and nothing is certain and somedays I don't know which way to turn... I know I have to let go of the past. It is anchoring me down. But how do you cast off weights made of pure silver and gold?
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 12:51 AM

Friday, February 25, 2005

Please, everyone that goes to USI, you should have an email in your usi account asking you which band you'd like to play for Springfest. PLEASE write in Paradigum. It would be great for them to get some more local exposure. Love you all :)
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 10:07 AM

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Oh yah, I have a major... with the help of Ashton Kutcher's relative, I shall become a costumer... (Just like you Melissa!)I, however, do not like watercolors that much. I'm a colored (said funny like a blend of cuhlar and collar) pencil gal myself.

That is all.

Oh. And I dropped/added my class.

Really. I'm done now.
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 2:34 PM

Sometimes life is so good. And sometimes life is so bad. And you just have to deal with it either way. And I will deal and try to make improvements if I can. And if it can't happen right away, I will make plans for making the future better. I am better.
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 2:33 PM

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Piss on life. Just a little. Not a waterfall or anything.

My hips hurt SO BAD. The eliptical is not my friend right now.

TOMORROW I WILL
Drop my class
Add my class
Declare my major
Sell my books

Getting it out of my life. THERE.
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 2:22 PM

Monday, February 14, 2005

Bloggitty blog...

My stomach HURTS.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

Hug someone.
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 10:23 AM

When did half of the people I used to really love from the summer shows turn into those bitchy, individual, better-than-you theatre people that I long to stab? And how did the other half retain their oh-so-loveable qualities and their talent at the same time? For the latter half, THANK YOU. For the previous ones I've mentioned... you are no better than the rest of us. Stop fooling yourselves.

I AM SO FUCKING NOSTALGIC TONIGHT.

Tim Seib looks like Neil Patrick Harris a little bit.

I don't want to let go!! I want to still have a future in this!
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 1:25 AM

Sunday, February 13, 2005

For all the guys that want to be men:
http://www.liquorwits.com/code.html
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 6:47 PM

You scored as Wicked. You are born with emerald-green skin, smart, fiery and misunderstood. OR beautiful, ambitious and very popular. Looks aren't everything, ya know - learn to show the real you! Wicked 79% Hairspray 71% Grease 50% Avenue Q 46% Les Miserables 42% Cats 42% What MUSICAL are you??? created with QuizFarm.com

posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 6:37 PM

I can't feel my HAND
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 4:24 PM

Thursday, February 10, 2005

I found Kate Jordan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 1:38 PM

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

If this door opens, will you walk through or stay here with me?
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 2:46 PM

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Darling you send me
I know you send me
Darling you send me
Honest you do
~Heidi Chronicles

I am searching for Kate Jordan!!

I LOVE PICASSO THE GREEN TREE FROG AND THE PERSON WHO GOT IT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 1:48 PM

Monday, February 07, 2005

Great Expectations, my foot. Screw that.

Holidays are overrated.

Must:
declare major
add class
drop class
sell books

posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 2:53 PM

Saturday, February 05, 2005

Myspace.com I love you.

I shall be old tomorrow. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 5:03 PM

Thursday, February 03, 2005

My favorite things to say while getting glared at on campus:
"Come on... what? Like you think I can't stare at you too?"
"I'm judging you too."

Sometimes this campus is such a BORE. YAWN.

I hate the lady who won't let me add my damn class.
posted by The Impossibly Cute One on 1:15 PM